Need to start getting my blog rolling again.It's been dead since forever.
I'm thinking of moving it to somewhere else.

So sick and tired since yesterday.Hate not being able to fall asleep.

Good morning,earthlings.

Busy busy busy,like a bee.

Baby's birthday is coming up in about a week's time.
And we are hitting 2yrs 7mths on the 2nd of july. (:
Need to plan how to celebrate,what present to get for him,and think of an outfit to wear!
Am leading an extremely busy life now,but everything's going great at the moment.

Anyway,blogspot's being a bitch right now,i can't seem to upload any pictures.

I got to go.
Nights to all!

So fucking happy tonight.I love my dad,he's the best seriously.
Although sometimes he treats me like shit,but he still dotes on his daughter at the end of the day.
Imma really really lucky girl,i guess?

(:



Massive updates soon heehawww.
Gonna hit the sack now..im meeting my fav girl Zhen later on.
Oh and guys,wish me luck for the interview okay!

I want nobody nobody but you

So,Spock is officially my new love.If you don't know about it yet,haha.He mesmerized me with his unquestionable intelligence and weird bowl haircut.His height,his eyes,basically everything about him is so attractive to me.
I want a lover who possessed all these qualities and characteristics,in my dream that is....
I better stop myself from saying more,if baby ever gets to read this post,i'm so gonna die.
Duh,obviously.Which boyfriend would still be smiling happily when he finds out that his girlfriend is going crazy over another guy.No matter what,baby should know that he's my one and only.And i have my rights to imagine whatever i want too.

Anyhow,the plan to party tomorrow was being canceled.To tell the truth,baby and i were a little mad over this issue.We hate it that when we are so enthusiastic about something,someone or a few peeps had to spoil it.
Worst still,we made ourselves free for them but ended up having no plans because of some unacceptable reasons given from -.If i knew that this is gonna happen,i would have gone ahead with my own plans.
For now,I'm drowning myself in a whole list of songs,cos guess what?!
Adrian and i are gonna crash k-box on Sat.YAYYYY!
Its funny how i always have a list of new/recent songs in my mind that i wanna sing but when i reach k-box,my mind goes in a sudden state of mental block and i find myself singing the same old songs,again.How nice uh..

I might leave this space for awhile,my life's been pretty much the same(boring) and i rarely take photos nowadays.
Wait till i'm back with more pictures yea,maybe on this coming sat's!
Have a good weekend.

xoxo

In a really happy state now

This girl,she makes me mad at times but i still love her so much!
Lao pos forever^^
YAY YAY YAYY I FINALLY GOT MYSELF A DECENT PAIR OF SHADES,GONNA WEAR IT ON MY NEXT M'SIA TRIP WOOHOO



We all look so happy in this picture,teehee!

Been busy meeting up with old friends and attending birthday party.
So nice to see them doing so well and such.Really love them to bits and am also glad that we are still as close as ever.I will never ever forget this bunch of people whom made my sec sch days so memorable.
I am so happy to catch my life back with those friends whom i used to cry and laugh along with.
Sometimes,i think i am really lucky nowadays.I have a loyal bf,and a bunch of crazy friends.
Okay,maybe not a bunch.But they can be so noisy and funny,which made it seemed like there's a lot.
I like this kinda life.Friends and lover both by my side,i really couldn't ask for more.I seriously hope it will stay as it is forever,as long as possible.

Baby's not with me today and we are missing each other so much.He suggested that we head out tomorrow night if i get my pocket money by then.We have been watching movies almost every week,mostly on the tuesdays.And we'll always have our all time fav nachos from GV,shiokness!
Caught Handsome Suit and 17 Again,i like Handsome Suit!Pretty meaningful and hilarious movie.Go catch it if you haven't!

I'm gonna sleep now,if not i will start digging for food,which obviously isn't good for my weight.
Nighty nights to baby and the world!

xo

Best of both

Finally did my nails after days of procrastination.I was feeling pretty greedy so i requested for two of my most favorite colors to be painted on.

Black and electric blue.The manicurist stick the jewel(?) on my nails after the whole painting process(without me asking/request) and the cool thing was it's totally FOC.She said normally it would have been charged for $1/jewel and i have 6 on my nails now.How nice of her!Reason being as she mentioned to me was that she suddenly got in the total right mood to do manicure while doing my nails and so she decided to stick on the jewels to make my nails look even prettier on the whole.I'm a lucky girl today,haha.Except that baby looked like he was gonna doze off as he waited for my nails to be done.Sighhhh why can't boys be a little more enthusiastic about this kinda stuff?But since he paid for my manicure,it's all fair then. ;)

Nighty nights,or should i say,good morning!

My first clubbing experience was spent with the favorite girls.
Been procrastinating this idea ever since i turned 18 and also because of some particular reason which i shall not mention here.
Anyway,it was all about fun,alcohol and dancing.I had a helluva exciting time with them girls.
We visited the two rooms,Bump for hip hop & RnB,Fash for some electro classics.
Preferred the music offered by Fash and it got us high even though there weren't many people on the dancefloor compared to the other room.Was kinda tipsy after a few drinks but i think i controlled myself really well.Didn't blabber much rubbish to the girls or do some stupid acts,haha.I can't wait for more clubbing trips with the gfs again!
Finally met Aiwen after so many years,she's still pretty much the same old person,except much prettier than before.And i remembered she'd always be the one looking out for her friends and backing them up in times of need.It's really great to know that this good trait is still in her.

Didn't sleep a wink the whole night.I stayed up to edit/upload those photos and i'm done with the editing part just a few moments ago.I need to hit the sack now,am so fucking deprived of sleep.

xoxo.

p.s. pictures! Click!

You always stand by me,you always do.
And you don't know how much i appreciate that little effort.
But this time round,let me face the music myself.
I just need your support and nothing else.
Just knowing that you're here with me,that's what keeps me moving.

<3

Am sad,am depressed.
I don't even know what i should say to you now.






But do you even care?






And to someone else,
please go learn about being more original
and stop acting as if you have been this way all along.
Try harder dude -.-

A beautiful facade outside the harsh reality

Scrumptious lunch date with the gfs

Macarooooons!







Frolick!My new fav dessert ^^

Wednesday:
Lunch,shopping,met-up with baby after,holland-v,Frolick and western food for supper.
Had my fair share of talk with Peili and Connie,discussed about our future but it seems so bleak and empty to me.Anyway,we had a good time shopping around,me tempting Peili to spend money and Connie managed to get some great buys like the bag while i found what i've been looking for at a pretty okay price.Holland-V to chill and makan cause baby was hungry.Four of us shared one cup of yogurt since we weren't that hungry,plus it was our first time trying so in case it tasted funny or bad,at least we won't have wasted so much money.
To be more exact,i was the one who have been bugging baby for it since ages ago.Kept telling him that i wanted to try it cause it looks so yummy and yayy,it's in my fav dessert list now!^^

Friday:
Caught Fast&Furious4 with the guys,Coffee Bean for drinks and went baby's home after that.

Sat&Sun:
Wasted both my days doing nothing eventful.Sucks to be me,sigh.

There are so many things going on in my head now.Feels like my heart's going to explode any minute.Important decisions to make and tell,from the most simplest issue to the complex one.
Sometimes i feel so alone,even having baby here with me couldn't help much.I am so stressed up,and to be honest,i really am not enjoying my life(especially when the issue suddenly pops into my mind)throughout this long holiday.

I miss baby.Sounds stupid really,cause he's just right beside me.Kissed him good night a few hours ago and two hours later,he's gonna be up and out for work.By that time,i will be missing him even more.I'm like a drug addict and baby's the drug.I'm always craving for his presence.

Got to go now.
Ciaos.

Hi i'm 20

I really really love the long and thin candles.I think it's really beautiful when lighted up.
I've always wanted this kinda candle to be put on my birthday cake.
And amazingly i got it this year,just the day before my birthday i
was thinking how good it would be if i have these long and thin candles on my birthday cake.
I would be so damn fascinated.So yayyy my wish finally came true!
A friend's gf actually brought it for me without my knowing at all,
and i'm really grateful to her.It might sound stupid to some of you that i'm
happy jus becos of the candles,but strangely enough i just got a thing for it.
I'm sooo going to search for it and buy it and keep it and use it for all my birthdays from now all.

(:

i'm lucky that i've got you as my lover

Another 2 fav pairs of new shoes to be added onto my shoe rack!

Baby brought me for retail therapy last Friday.I haven't been to Orchard for so darn long,probably a few months i think.?Yea.We settled our dinner at Ramen Ten since i were craving
for Tom Yam soup.After satisfying our stomach,we shopped around fep.Baby paid for all my stuff
as a birthday gift and i spent close to almost 200 bucks.Yayyy to all my new loots and i love you so much Adrian Chua!Baby was really sweet that day,waited patiently for me while i was taking my time trying out some clothes.He even helped me check whether there's anything wrong with the dress that i was planning to get and he managed to spot a thread that's coming out!
So the boss sewed it back for me and tadah,i got my dress in a perfect condition.

When 12 am reached that night,i became one year older and received 20 birthday kisses from baby.(: On Saturday,baby brought me to pasir ris park saying that we are going to rent bicycles and go on a cycling trip.It was a white lie.He had actually booked a bbq pit and called some of our close friends to be there earlier(without me knowing) as part of the surprise.
Totally enjoyed my day and i really appreciate those who came.

Am really touched by baby's doings,thank you so much for giving me such a memorable day.
I have so much to say to you,but it's a little hard to phrase it all in words and sentences.
Just keep in mind that i really really am happy that you've done so much for me,even though there might be a little hiccups in between the whole process.
Love you to bits hunnieboy,muacks.

I'm meeting my two girlfriends for lunch and shopping tomorrow.
Btw,i've caught Confessions of a Shopaholic and the movie's awesome.
Baby thinks im like the girl in there and kept asking when will i ever learn to control my crazy spending habit.
Ah well,i guess probably in my next life hahaha.

xoxo

My newly-bought sandals,
i loveeeeeeeeee it v much hehe.



Super comfy onesie!


Few more days and i will be one year older.
Which i ain't exactly anticipating for it because i wanna stay
young forever.Baby asked me what i want for this year,but till now
i still have no idea or any 'wants' .
I then randomly told him to give me 500 bucks as a birthday gift(since
i don't know what i want him to get for me) and his face went like
'wtf!',rofl.Baby's doing all the planning for my birthday celebration but the secretive him
doesn't want to leak any info to me up till now.Oh well,i shall wait patiently.

I've got so much more to say,but im kinda tired at this hour.
Back tomorrow!
Ciaos~

Tie Dye in action!

Blingz!


xoxo




Love you hunnie boy,no matter how many times we bicker over the smallest and littlest things,
my love will always remain the same for you,keep that in mind okay.

Alvin Toh,Happy Birthday To You.
Hehe.

Okay,so on Friday all the guys and girls went to Alvin's birthday party.
The usual procedure;bbq food,cut birthday cake blow out candles
presents plus lots of cam-whoring
for him.
Then during middle of the night we all went to catch Coming Soon.
Most of us were totally freaked out by the ghost and the sound effects,seriously it's not a recommendable movie for the faint hearted people.But well,go for it if you wanna scare the shit outta yourself!

Meeting my previous class lovelies tomorrow.Not exactly sure what's the planning like but yes,definitely truckloads of catching up for us to do.

Ciaos.

Blue and White

Hi butterfly





Feeling fucking tired the whole day.
Prata for dinner,shop&save to replenish my chips more,and the boyfriend is sleeping like a log since 12am.
Gonna catch 'Coming Soon' with the bf tomorrow,if not by this weekend.
I'm so thrilled by the idea of it i don't know why,haha.
Saw the trailer and it's super duper scary.

Gotta bounce and continue watching videos on youtube now.
Ciaos.

lost kid,what to do?

Am back with boyfriend and all my favorite loots!
Had a really really fantastic weekend with baby.
Food,window-shopping,shopping & movie marathon.
How i wish i can go his dad's place every fortnightly.
Sounds nice,no?(:

My family's in a big mess now,kinda.
And i don't really know what i can do to help,
guess the only way to lessen their burden is to create
less trouble,and be a good daughter.
I ought to get some sleep now,needa go to the hospital with mummy
in the early morning.

The boyfriend don't need to report to work tomorrow,
so i guess we'll be going to the hospital together,
and probably will be heading out to town after that.

I gotta bounce.
Nights!

1. My very own floral skirt with zipper.Sweet! :D
2. Caught this beautiful sight after one of the rainy days.
3. So this is my 100% huggable teddy bear from the boyfriend.
Love it to bits ^^

Will be away from fri-sun during the coming weekend.Can't wait for the getaway!
Ciaos.

(:

Try harder babe

Am going shopping tomorrow,woohooz!
Bugis,town and Vivo.Haven't been to FEP for god damn long,wonder there's any changes or new shops added.hmm.
In search of strappy sandals and i mean those with lots and lots of straps ones,sexayy.If not,i'm going get the online one which i've been eyeing for about a week or so already?heh.

Last weekend was fabulous,baby me and Alvin went M'sia.
Didn't have to worry about the lodging and food cause we were staying at baby's dad's place.On Sat we went lots of places,bought gum balls for myself and stuff for the bbq.Totally missing the steamboat tomyam and bbqed chicken wings now,yummm~
Going to visit his dad's place during the upcoming week again!This time round imma going there for shopping and more shoppingz.haha.
Their dogs are all so hyperactive,always jumping up and down on us.
No pics of me and the doggies because i was damn scared of them,kept hiding behind baby and Alvin.
Gonna take more photos next week!

Ciaos.

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3.



1. Build-A-Bear Workshop,someone made a bear for me ^^
2. Dinner's at Shin Kushiya.Love their salmon and kabab,simply sweet!
3. Hehe,show you all my cute teddy bear soon.Oh and i wore my boat shoes
for the first time after keeping it in the shoes cabinet for almost 1 year. -.-

Today's a really really bad day for me and probably,him.
Also,the fucking sore throat and backache are killing me.
Some stupid shit happened today argh i hate it!

And i totally need my sleep now if not i'm gonna start typing nonsense.
Ciaos.

14/02

The picnic was considered a huge success.
Food,playing cards,dare and whatnot.
We would definitely go back to this beautiful place again,
in the night.
Following that was Left4dead,movie marathon.
A fun-filled Vday with the bf and friends.
Gonna get my present tomorrow.
Secretive bf don't wanna tell me what is it yet.

<3>

2 years 2 months anniversary.We went back to the same restaurant,got the same old seats and even got the same waiter whom served us,all which happened coincidentally.Cool isn't it,haha.

It's all an illusion

1. Peacock feather charms necklace
2. Studded stripe tee
3. Studded belt and shimmer skirt(mum's) worn as dress

I would probably not be updating here anymore.Or at most once in awhile.
Anyway,am going to meet Nerissa after lesson.Doing some shopping and have dinner together,before work.
Baby's gonna fetch me after i finish my stuff.I miss him so much.

Tomorrow is going to be a busy day.Need to do planning for Valentine's day and friends' gathering.
Have a good day people!
Ciaos.

Baby,you are the fireworks in my heart

Countdown to 2009.
Fireworks was crazily awesome,plus i caught it with baby,making it even better.
Anyhow,my life's back to usual again.Circling around school and home.
What a bore huh!

Baby's coming out tomorrow.
I might be heading down to Cck to fetch him.
Need to do some shopping as well.
My body feels so weird right now,as if i'm gonna get a fever anytime soon.
I need to rest,sleep and replenish my body with lots of water.

Goodnight!

365 days

Moving on to the new year now,and there are so many things to be done
and completed. Am feeling a little weird and excited.Well,let's just say 2008
has been fairly good to me,but i've been in the worst during certain months too.
Broke my parents' hearts,made baby angry/sad,making new friends,and staying in
contact with old friends.A busy and fulfilling year,i'd say.
I'm glad that baby's always by my side,for two good years and
needless to say,the bonding between us is getting closer and closer.
We treat us in a way as if we are family members,
but we love one another as a lover.This relationship has taught me so many valuable lessons,
made me grown more mature and more importantly changed my bad-tempered nature to a better one.
Am already looking forward to Valentine's day,haha.
I didn't make any new year resolutions this time round because life's unpredictable,and there
are so many changes going on everyday.I just hope that there will be many good things
coming in my way throughout the year and more more more surprises.Nice surprises of course!
Have a great year ahead everyone!

Ciaos.

Hello 2009,Goodbye 2008

Meet-up with Peili on Tuesday .Filled with lots of laughter and cam-whoring as usual.
Dinner's at NewYorkNewYork,shopped a little after that and
it was chilling session at Starbucks.
Hmmm,guess we both are very different people whom share the
same sense of humor.Seven years of friendship and still going on
strong.What's more to say?

(:

Christmas,tie-dye,besties and whatnot

haha,look at our very "special" decorations!


I had to bend down quite a bit to get the same height as Amanda,
torturing okay. :/




Haven't been updating for quite some time already,and it feels quite good uh!
Spent most of the time watching videos,staying by his side,
sleeping in till late noon and doing nothing.
I had the worst christmas this year,a really bad one.
Don't think i wanna elaborate on it,makes my blood boils.
So many pictures hiding in my folders,but i can't
find the right time to upload all.Hmmm..

And everytime i wanna type down some things which are worth mentioning
i forget what it's all about the next minute.Super irritating.
Anyway,the new year's coming up in about a day or so.Do you know what that means
to me?
New year=new clothes(wardrobe)
Gonna start saving up and shop and buy my ass off cause i haven't shop for like ages already omggggggg my fingers itching...

Good night!

Beneath the sky

This is our breakfast for the day.Scary isn't it :/


Spot us!














Woohoo self timer rocks :D

Ain't the poodle adorable?

Last Saturday was Pik Feng's birthday party.
Pretty enjoyable,just a tad sad cause Amanda can't make it for that day.
I need to meet her like real soon,there's a whole lot of catching up we need to do.Anyway,the cake was delicious,super nice i tell you.Chocolaty flavor which spells total awesome for me!Too bad i didn't take a picture of it,was too busy eating.

To cut it short,for the last weekend,both baby and i were busy spending time with his friends/families.We didn't get the chance to do our own things.And the 2nd year anniversary celebration's been dragged for like over two weeks already?Probably this upcoming Saturday we'll do something interesting ;)
Ciaos.

The Ring

Pretty boring now.Baby's asleep..i ought to be in bed right now too,
hello look at the time oh its freaking 4.30am!
But i just can't fall asleep.Sigh...
Too much things going on in my mind.
Baby was rather sick on Thursday and so he got MC,
came out earlier than expected and he's going back to camp only on Monday.One of the better
news for me (: We just caught the movie Bolt,i'm so in love with the poodle i want one for myself now.No kidding.

Later on,there will be a birthday celebration for baby's friend.
I want this weekend to be great,it better be!

Good(early) morning now!Ciaos.

Tonight,we conquer the world together

HELLO HUNNIEBOY,HAPPY TWO YEARS TO US! (:
THE PAST TWO YEARS SURE WEREN'T EASY FOR BOTH OF US
BUT WE GOT THROUGH IT,CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!
HOW TIME FLIES..
I WANNA SAY THE BIGGEST THANK YOU TO YOU FOR STAYING BY SIDE WHENEVER I'M AT MY LOWEST,
AND THE THINGS THAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME,TOTALLY UNCOUNTABLE I KNOW AND
I TOTALLY APPRECIATE IT.
FROM NOW ON,
WE SHALL CREATE EVEN MORE MEMORABLE MOMENTS THAT NEITHER OF US WILL FORGET,YES?
I WILL SHOWER YOU WITH LOTS OF LOVE,THIS I PROMISE.
WE WILL STICK TOGETHER THROUGH THICK AND THIN ,AS CLICHE AS IT SOUNDS,
BUT YOU KNOW,I WILL NEVER REALLY LEAVE YOU,NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.
B'COS ILU.

(: